Depression

Am i going to crack?

feeds@yuku.com (noonespecial) — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 22:31:23 GMT

i am a 20 year old college student attending a commuter college near disneyland and i don't feel any excitement in my life. i keep questioning why i am here and if there is any escape for me or if i am going to get stuck in this town for the rest of my life. i miss my friends from highschool who live and go to schools 400+ miles away. i spend most of my time inside my apartment and it kills me knowing that my brother had the opportunity to go to UCSB and see what college was really like....

Feeling very guilty and somber over a secret?

feeds@yuku.com (yukuku) — Thu, 26 Nov 2009 12:43:30 GMT

Months ago my sister in college told me that she had sex. I was shocked and I was angry. I intended to keep it a secret from my mother, of course, but I found it really hard to. somehow, my mother became very suspicious and tugged the truth out of me. As a result, she became furious with my sister, my sister furious at me, and I furious at myself. I felt as if I was the criminal since I had blasted the secret.
After strained days, the two restored their relationship. I was delighted. My...

am i depressed?

feeds@yuku.com (Antonia123) — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 19:24:38 GMT

i feel like im insignificant, like i just shouldnt try, i put other peoples happiness before mine, i just dont care about anything, my mood is up and down ALL the time, one second im peppy and happy and the next im either just silent and moody or crying. ive lost intrest in most everything i love. i want to sleep every sencond. am i depressed?

Crying hard. economy sucks. no jobs. no money.

feeds@yuku.com (jasmineeacret) — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 14:49:53 GMT

hello, My name is Jasmine. I live in northern california, and Im trying to move to san fransico. or I have been trying for 5 months now. I have been looking for jobs from every website there is posting resumes and sending out more than 10 per day. it seems im not good enough for anything. not donut shops or seven eleven. im just not qualified as everyone else because i have gotten only one interview after 4 months and recently had a scammer tell me i was hired. how rude. Im so stressed out. I...

just read my story please

feeds@yuku.com (justjami) — Thu, 20 Aug 2009 10:18:52 GMT

My mother raised me and my half sister on barely any income. We moved from a bad place to worse many times.at age 8 the guy who lived underneath us molested me for about 2 yrs. i feel ashamed because i didnt tell.i basically became withdrawn. on top of it all my mom treated me like crap. to this day..and im 36,,she hasnt called or kept in touch..she lives a mile down the road. i ran away at 15. my first job was at hooters. then at 18 I became a "dancer". had many boyfriends....

why

feeds@yuku.com (justjami) — Thu, 20 Aug 2009 09:50:48 GMT

I was sexually abused by a neighbor at age 8. then by another man. cant get over it. never knew my dad. my mother was mentally abusive. i have no family. am 36. i think i am having a nervous breakdown.

frustrated

feeds@yuku.com (antonella) — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 14:54:10 GMT

hi im 23 years old and married. i really dnt know what to do with my life right now...i just move to another state 2 months ago thinking to get a better job and a better life with my husband ...i got marry 4 months ago and we decide to moved to another state but everyhting is jsut a mess....in our way here we got into a car accident and lost our car(total lost) , now my husband dont even have a job since we got here and im workin a par time job wit minimum wage i havent even start college yet...

I think I'm ready to die...

feeds@yuku.com (PURGiFy) — Tue, 18 Aug 2009 19:32:33 GMT

Okay well...My mom is too latched on to me, she won't let me have a relationship that takes time away from me and her, she has these messed up mood swings, she threatened to call the cops on my girlfriend when she didn't even do anything, my girlfriend is so paranoid right now and is on the verge of leaving me forever. My step-father doesn't give a crap about me whatsoever, he just wants me to get out of the house, and until then, I'm subject to negativity and verbal abuse...

Life sucks..No one to trust..

feeds@yuku.com (Unknown) — Fri, 17 Jul 2009 15:23:11 GMT

I have a trust issues, i dont trust anyone including my family, i'm not being myself since i started entering high school, i have few friends, some of them think i'm weird coz im too quiet, i have no one to talk to, i feel like i'm a burden to others, i've lost interest of what i enjoy the most, my bestfriend starting to ignore me and it effects my relationship on my other friends, i think this is when it all start, i rather walk alone, i feel like everybody around me is fake,...

I can't believe i'm doing this..

feeds@yuku.com (Tyler775) — Wed, 15 Jul 2009 04:02:49 GMT

well anyways, i cant seem to find excitement in anything i do. all of the stuff i used to do for fun bring me no joy. My family is so dysfunctional, it would make the Manson family look saints.

well any help is appreciated..

I'm doing this for Robin.....I'm depressed and I really need help

feeds@yuku.com (Merrypsimon) — Thu, 28 May 2009 18:07:53 GMT

Okay. So, my name is Ariel. I'm 16 years old, I go to public high school (and frequently get picked on). I'm in 10th grade (Sophomore) almost a Junior (school gets out on the 12th) I was born with Epilepsy and took phenabartrol first, but was changed to membrol because I was too mean and agressive with the phenabartrol. I stopped taking it when I was 6. I have 3 sisters (all younger then me) and 1 brother (younger then me). My parents are still together, and they fight all the time,...

Problems at Home . . . .

feeds@yuku.com (JrzCrzGrl) — Thu, 21 May 2009 18:41:44 GMT

I recently had a baby (almost 4 wks ago). When we got home from the hospital, we had a home nurse visit, and SS decided to take him. A week later, he was released to my custody, if we stayed with my mother. We had another hearing after that, and now they have granted custody to my mother. Aside from my place being a mess, I don't understand why they did this. I'm having a very difficult time with this. Although I am still living with my mother and baby, I no longer have a say in his...

I don't usually ask for help.

feeds@yuku.com (scarlettlily) — Sun, 26 Apr 2009 17:53:03 GMT

But I guess now is the time.
I'm 26, and I think I might be depressed. I go through these cycles when I'm just..neutral.
But then I'll get sad and feel even more worthless than normal.
I should be happy: I have a job and a home and a family.
I just feel so empty inside all the time and I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm not the type of person to ask for help, but now I am.

Help! Marriage and children

feeds@yuku.com (mrsblue) — Wed, 22 Apr 2009 21:05:46 GMT

Hi! I am 31 and my husband is 33. We have a 12 and 14 year old boy and girl from previous relationships. We have known each other for 15 years and were high school sweethearts. We resumed a relationship 6 years ago and were married 2 years ago. He has always known that I wanted children (at least one or two) and has agreed to have children with me but refuses to have a planned conception and would probably rather not have another child opting to travel. He often avoids the topic or...

Do I have depression?

feeds@yuku.com (fallenxtear13) — Tue, 17 Mar 2009 19:03:32 GMT

Well I am 18 years old / female. At the moment, I really can't afford psychologist or therapy but others are worried about me. It wasn't too bad until today. I was on the phone with my teacher for 3 minutes and I don't know if it was tone of my voice or something but she asked me what was wrong with me. I honestly dont think my tone of voice was any different than my usual. Also when I was out with my friend and my fiance, I started...

Starting to become concerned

feeds@yuku.com (kelly89) — Tue, 03 Feb 2009 22:25:53 GMT

I've never really talked to anyone except some close friends about this, but I would really like some outside/professional opinions.
I'm a college student, and honestly I am very blessed, have a lot going for me and am VERY lucky.
My family life is great, (minus my dad on disability now and having to fly down to Florida to help my grandma through chemo), I am somewhat financially stable with loans and grants supporting my education, I have a good group of supporting friends...

...sigh...

feeds@yuku.com (confusedwife06) — Mon, 02 Feb 2009 16:31:32 GMT

lots of things happen to people thoughout life, troubles,trials...but when do you get over the pain of things? in my life time i've gad alot of things happen and if you hear my story you may tell me to grow up or you may feel me, i've never, and i mean never had a real friend. every person i've ever been "friends" with was only my friend so they could get somthing out of me, homework, money, whatever. my mother worked while i as younger so she wasen't really around...

...sigh...

feeds@yuku.com (confusedwife06) — Mon, 02 Feb 2009 16:31:16 GMT

Horribly Depressed

feeds@yuku.com (JenniferLRivera1) — Mon, 12 Jan 2009 07:03:00 GMT

I'm getting married September 5th and renovating a house and I should be happy but I'm so depressed. This entire engagement has been a nightmare. He was deployed to Iraq for 18 months, both of his parents died, my grandmother died, I was diagnosed with a life threatening illness...900 different university mistakes resulted in me not getting my degree in time for September teaching job and then the city froze all hiring. In addition to all of that, my fiance has PTSD and tried to kill...

forFutureLMFT

feeds@yuku.com (Fuzzyant) — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 13:59:02 GMT

I'm worried about moving out on my own. I fear of being alone the rest of my life, and seeing my family less. I like being able to be with my mom and sisters everyday, because I enjoy the small talk and little trips to run errands. We are all so comfertable around each other. Moving out seems like a reality check that everyone ages and eventually dies. I'm having a hard time getting rid of these obsessive thoughts. I also enjoy the traveling and camping we do together. I...